To be fully honest.... been contemplating if I should delete my account(probably for the final time) a lot recently.
Nothing bad happened, I'm not involved in any drama(hell, compared to the **** I was in 2018-2019 I've pretty much turned right around and am on good speaking terms with practically everyone in the social thread, of specific note
Wademan94
Dutch Raikuna
Pokelego999
Jondolio
Shroob
Lamperouge
&
Noipoi
) but it just feels like I have less and less motivation to visit this site and every time I do I feel... idk, like I'm not really adding anything to the conversation?
I think the biggest factor that has made me not do it yet is that, to some degree, this site is quite nostalgic for me. I may have been a asshole, but that doesn't mean I did have small slivers of fun here and there(the social thread hunger games, the social thread inlore & the countless cringe stuff we did, me shilling Wizard101 and Undertale for most of Ultimates DLC cycle, etc) that I don't know if I wanna throw that all away again necessarily. (this is... what? my third account? 4th? I've genuinly lost count.)
on the flip side, in the wake of semi-recent developments in my day-to-day life(meeting a bf, building a discord server from scratch off the back of a 9k member community, staffing another server with 35k members, worrying about adult things like finances and saving up to go places, etc) I simply just don't have the time investment needed anymore, nor the drive to continue frequenting this board to any reasonable degree. So I guess ya'll can consider this my "I'm not leaving for real but expect me to basically become nonexistent here" post?