Hello everyone, it's been a while since I've been posting here on this website.
I wanna say that I haven't been using this website lately because of lack of motivation, personal life and change of interests that occurred during my life. When I joined the Smashboards, I used to act different comparing to my recent behavior (Like I was trying to get some attention despite I was constantly ignored by people on this forum; I also was causing many problems on various threads due to my arrogant behavior and because of it, I got many warnings by mods) because I was an immature teenager when I joined this website. The reason that why I acted like this is because I used to have a somewhat dark past that I don't want to elaborate due to being my personal secret and this type of behavior was a technique to cope with the problems I had in my life back then.
Nowadays, I'm a different person than you remembered long time ago. I'm not an attention-seeking person or a person with strong anger issues (Yes, I'm still prone to anger, but I stop being angry after someone tells me to calm down) anymore and I'm still changing for better like everyone else. I'm also proud that I'm not rude anymore and I'm more emotionally mature person that can understand someone's feelings. I never meant to hurt anyone in the first place, I was an insecure person that caused problems among people on the wesbite. Also the improvements of my behavior have occured in april 2022 where I started to respect everyone's tastes and help various people on this website. As the days came, I was transforming myself from immature to more mature teen. I also met new friends on this website and in my life, they helped me to get myself together and move on from past mistakes.
I also moved on from the past and I don't think the past deeds could matter for 3 years or later as I changed myself for better. You know, you have to move on from your past mistakes or you're gonna have problems in your life. Also my past actions don't define me as the person I am now, so yours too.
I also wanna mention that I don't think I will use this website much due to different interests I have now. I can occassionally visit Smashboards, but I won't be a chronic user like I was used to before. So I can say that I will retire from Smashboards, even if I want to do something here (like, post an idea for smash fighter or video game) at some occassion. I am now active on Discord and Reddit, but I won't remove my account from the boards (Unless I want to).
Also, I wanna thank you all for reading my post that I made. Hang in there and see ya at some moment...
I wanna say that I haven't been using this website lately because of lack of motivation, personal life and change of interests that occurred during my life. When I joined the Smashboards, I used to act different comparing to my recent behavior (Like I was trying to get some attention despite I was constantly ignored by people on this forum; I also was causing many problems on various threads due to my arrogant behavior and because of it, I got many warnings by mods) because I was an immature teenager when I joined this website. The reason that why I acted like this is because I used to have a somewhat dark past that I don't want to elaborate due to being my personal secret and this type of behavior was a technique to cope with the problems I had in my life back then.
Nowadays, I'm a different person than you remembered long time ago. I'm not an attention-seeking person or a person with strong anger issues (Yes, I'm still prone to anger, but I stop being angry after someone tells me to calm down) anymore and I'm still changing for better like everyone else. I'm also proud that I'm not rude anymore and I'm more emotionally mature person that can understand someone's feelings. I never meant to hurt anyone in the first place, I was an insecure person that caused problems among people on the wesbite. Also the improvements of my behavior have occured in april 2022 where I started to respect everyone's tastes and help various people on this website. As the days came, I was transforming myself from immature to more mature teen. I also met new friends on this website and in my life, they helped me to get myself together and move on from past mistakes.
I also moved on from the past and I don't think the past deeds could matter for 3 years or later as I changed myself for better. You know, you have to move on from your past mistakes or you're gonna have problems in your life. Also my past actions don't define me as the person I am now, so yours too.
I also wanna mention that I don't think I will use this website much due to different interests I have now. I can occassionally visit Smashboards, but I won't be a chronic user like I was used to before. So I can say that I will retire from Smashboards, even if I want to do something here (like, post an idea for smash fighter or video game) at some occassion. I am now active on Discord and Reddit, but I won't remove my account from the boards (Unless I want to).
Also, I wanna thank you all for reading my post that I made. Hang in there and see ya at some moment...
Although I'm sorry that I "scared" you little bit.