Something bothering you?

[SKy Angel]

I'm sorry to hear about people having problems too irl. I thought this was a venting room?

 

[DtJ Jungle]

It is. When we have problems in real life sometimes it helps to get it off our chest. Thus, the venting room.

 

[SKy Angel]

Right, but feeling the same effect Online, and irl. Shouldn't it not matter? This takes great deal effect to me irl. You got think about most of the people who do end up killing themselves irl without really something to vent about. Just something I like to remind people. I may complain about things online, but it does help me feel better. Believe it or not. Cause not a lot of people are social. Not myself now a days irl. So no I'm not going to be going out as much as crap happens irl around me. So I prefer venting around here. Don't get me wrong. This isn't for anger. It's just how I feel.

If you guys want me to vent about something serious of Irl, then I haven't gotten over the fact my step father's death made a huge impact on me, and I've been feeling less support by people who put me down more.

 

[cba]

SKy...i know how you feel.
I feel like that most of the time.
I also feel that people do not pay attention to me, and honestly, i think they dont.

Also, nobody takes me seriously....except my family.

 

[victra♥]

I was supposed to go to a tourney this Friday with a friend of mine, and he's my ride to the venue. We've been planning it for a long time. A few days ago, he finally got his car back from the shop so we were set. However, later that day, his transmission and clutch broke. At first, we were pissed, obviously because we couldn't make it to the tourney, but it would cost him another 3000. Luckily enough, his mom and him were able to talk to the shop and have them repair it for free because the mechanic messed up or something. Surely enough, we were pumped to be able to go on friday.

Buuut, my friends mom is a hardcore christian, and took the incident as a sign that god didn't want us to travel to edmonton, so we're stuck here. It's not too bad, but I let a lot of people down since a lot of people were expecting me to show. ):

 

[RDK]

Buuut, my friends mom is a hardcore christian, and took the incident as a sign that god didn't want us to travel to edmonton, so we're stuck here. It's not too bad, but I let a lot of people down since a lot of people were expecting me to show. ):

I'm pretty sure you couldn't have had any worse luck. That situation is absolute ****.

Maybe you should start carrying around a rabbit's foot or something. Because wow.

 

[SKy Angel]

@ Victra: Oh man... O_O; Don't beat yourself up. I'm sure they will believe nothing less of you seriously!!

@CBA: Argh... Yeah tell me about it. I know how you feel, and honestly I just wish people weren't like that, but it's like a thing you have to keep getting use of. I always keep forgiving people because of what they do, and stuff. So... I mean I'm happy you know how I feel at least, but on the side note. I guess we all wish life wasn't so stressful to people who really want to help each other.

Also not try to make that other person look bad. Today I did something really good in a way. After giving away my PS3 for free to a child, and his dad. I feel really happy about it, but I'm trying not to worry about my own problems you know?

 

[victra♥]

I'm pretty sure you couldn't have had any worse luck. That situation is absolute ****.

Maybe you should start carrying around a rabbit's foot or something. Because wow.

She actually called me and gave me a speech about god. I couldn't even argue back cause i didn't want to risk my friendship. Otherwise, I would have went all out.

The best though was that right off the bad she said she knew I wasn't christian cause I was asian. You can imagine what kind of woman she is. You can probably imagine the mix of shock and hilarity it gave me.

She seemed so nice and open-minded before, but I guess we've never talked other than the casual hello.

 

[Cherry64]

What really bothers me is How people like KOTH can get shot...
Like, how friggen stupid this world we live in is.

 

[SKy Angel]

What really bothers me is How people like KOTH can get shot...
Like, how friggen stupid this world we live in is.

I heard about Koth! I was really pissed off!!!, and honestly it's not as worse as a 3 year old child I've heard lately was kidnapped just out of the blue.

He was taken to Mexico, and honestly the parents are worried sick after they have taken the boy from his family.

 

[kirbywizard]

What really bothers me is How people like KOTH can get shot...
Like, how friggen stupid this world we live in is.

Many horrible things happen in this world to many people. No matter how the person lived his or her life. We can never predict this stuff it jus happens.

 

[cba]

I never heard about koth.

 

[victra♥]

I never have either. Does anyone mind giving me a little back story to this? Aside from it being a kid kidnapped to Mexico.

 

[cba]

Victra....<3
you own.

 

[SKy Angel]

If your talking about KOTH. I have the link about what happen to him.

 

[Flawless Fan]

My school was going to take me out of my government class and give me an independent study so I could graduate, since I'm an A B student aside from government. They were supposed to do this a week ago. There's now only fourteen days left in school, thirteen if you exclude senior skip day.
I'm not gonna graduate with the rest of my class because of one lying ***** and slow administrators.

 

[victra♥]

Victra....<3
you own.

:3

Thanks <3 Your ownage is quite evident as well. Maybe we should form an club for people who own.

 

[DtJ Jungle]

Who's KO TH?

 

[Heartz♥]

What really bothers me is How people like KOTH can get shot...
Like, how friggen stupid this world we live in is.

Even more sad news: crap like that happens everyday. People have insane, malevolent mindsets to do such a thing. This world can never change; there will always be those who bring harm to the innocent. I hate to sound pessimistic, but it is true. Our loved ones are in pain because parents don't know how to raise their children properly.

 

[victra♥]

The parents are usually the same way. Imagine how you would be if your parents beat you consistently, and your life was full of casual brutality and abuse?

Psychology always intrigued me, especially with that of serial killers, and killers in general. It's interesting to read how the majority of them had aggressive parents, and the killers themselves, over time, became quite people who likely kept their emotions bottled up.

Do your parents have habits that you hate? The chances are likely that you'll have them as well, because it's something that you see, live and experience everyday.

Seriously though, about that koth story?

 

[DtJ Jungle]

Victra go to userblogs and find the blog called koth.

 

[SKy Angel]

Even more sad news: crap like that happens everyday. People have insane, malevolent mindsets to do such a thing. This world can never change; there will always be those who bring harm to the innocent. I hate to sound pessimistic, but it is true. Our loved ones are in pain because parents don't know how to raise their children properly.

I couldn't agree with you any better... Though I know I respect my mom, but besides the point.

 

[Scott!]

Victra go to userblogs and find the blog called koth.

Also, KOTH (full name = kingdomofthehearts_snucas) put up a blog a few days ago or so that give all the background info that led up to this. It was called something like "Ive seen it a thousand times..." or something. That's just terrible, that he got shot for standing up for his friends. He made the choice to take a chance and do what he thought was the right thing, rather than let things continue, and he got shot. Hopefully he recovers fully.

 

[victra♥]

Victra go to userblogs and find the blog called koth.

Yeah, I just read it. It really made me clench my fists.

And did I ever read SKy Angel's post wrong. >_>

 

[victra♥]

I just found out that KOTH was kingdomofthehearts_snucas. I cried realizing who he was. He and I had some conversations before, and hes post pictures of him in various places. Stories like this are a lot harder when its someone youve met, even if it was brief.

Also, I hope everyone joins this group: http://www.smashboards.com/group.php?groupid=1119

And yes, double post. Infract if you must.

 

[GaNoNdOrFgUrL]

I'm extremely dissapointed in one of my best friends.

She went out with this guy around the end of 2008...had an on again off again relationship.

THEY FINALLY BROKE UP at the begining of this year because the ******* hit my best friend with his car keys because he was jealous of her best guy friend.
I was so proud of her because I never trusted her boyfriend...he was obbsessive over her, he's manipulative and FLUNKED OUT OF COLLEGE because of her.

I was so incredibly proud because she finally listened to me when I told her he was bad news.
Today i come home and find out that they got back together...after all the times i told her how much of a complete **** he is.
I feel like my words meant ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO HER. And it really bothers me when things **** up for her and she comes crying to me because "he is an *******."

i'm sick and tired of people asking me for advice and NEVER LISTENING.
this is the only place that allows me to vent and rant....
cuz no one else is around because i'm a ****ing loser.

 

[GOD!]

I'm extremely dissapointed in one of my best friends.

She went out with this guy around the end of 2008...had an on again off again relationship.

THEY FINALLY BROKE UP at the begining of this year because the ******* hit my best friend with his car keys because he was jealous of her best guy friend.
I was so proud of her because I never trusted her boyfriend...he was obbsessive over her, he's manipulative and FLUNKED OUT OF COLLEGE because of her.

I was so incredibly proud because she finally listened to me when I told her he was bad news.
Today i come home and find out that they got back together...after all the times i told her how much of a complete **** he is.
I feel like my words meant ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO HER. And it really bothers me when things **** up for her and she comes crying to me because "he is an *******."

i'm sick and tired of people asking me for advice and NEVER LISTENING.
this is the only place that allows me to vent and rant....
cuz no one else is around because i'm a ****ing loser.

I know what you mean.. sort of. There's this girl that I know, and she's so wise and calm and awesome. I've known her for a really long time, and when we hang out we just connect, and there's no awkwardness (except for a sort of fun type sometimes) and we're just amazing friends. But she just does stupid stuff all the time. There was this one guy who bothered her for three years, never stopped asking her out and bugging her.. and even though he's so annoying, she still tries and goes out with him! I would never date her, I feel like were almost brother and sister (without the usual trash), but I just want whats best for her, you know?

Sometimes I just feel like crap. I've switched schools so many times, and at my school everyone is a snob. There've been times when I seriously just want to step in front of a car, cause I feel like my life is one big lie. My family sucks, my dad is just a baby, my mom (who I live with) has serious anger problems, and my sister, when she visits from college, does nothing but lie around and eat all day..

I feel like my life has been wasted so far.. I love Jesus Christ.. that's really the point of my life. And I don't want to turn this into a religious rant, but I'm just so tired of everyone around me, and I have to just let it out.. I just want to die and go to heaven and meet my God finally, but I don't want to embarrass my family or make my (few good) friends worry about what they did wrong..

I love melee, and playing it is great; but I somehow feel guilty every time I play it, that I've wasted time doing it, even though I enjoy playing.. I study hard as hell, for like 4 hours a night, but I still didn't even get valedictorian cause all the stupid magnet kids at my school cheat like pros.. and I don't even want to go to college next year, even though everyone in the whole world says you have to go to college.. I just want to get a backup, head to Africa, and just discover myself among the nights and the deserts and the loneliness of the whole place..

Ughh..

Edit: victra, nice sig

 

[kirbywizard]

heh. I thought it was hilarious. :3

Same here it reminds me of one of my friends. She is exactly the same and she has this bad luck of getting dumped about a week before valentines day.

 

[Heartz♥]

Same here it reminds me of one of my friends. She is exactly the same and she has this bad luck of getting dumped about a week before valentines day.

Most likely because the male found another candidate for Valentine's Day. This is actually a common thing to happen to people.

 

[kirbywizard]

Most likely because the male found another candidate for Valentine's Day. This is actually a common thing to happen to people.

Most of her boy friends do not last long, I begin to wonder if it is the guys or just my friend.. She has poor choice in men....well I think so.

 

[cba]

My life is totally sheety.
I happen to enjoy it cause if i dont, then i feel this void in me and start questioning everything and i hate asking myself questions that i cant find an answer to.

 

[DTP]

My life is totally sheety.
I happen to enjoy it cause if i dont, then i feel this void in me and start questioning everything and i hate asking myself questions that i cant find an answer to.

That's what I was doing yesterday and all day today......

And I do the same thing like once every month or so........



*sigh*

 

[Cherry64]

I think guys have their own version of a girls period, except WAY Less bad. But a lot of guys i knwo get really moody sometimes and it totally comes out of nowhere. it's silly

 

[Proverbs]

Er, I think there are just times we have to come to grips with our own existence and if it means anything. That's the void we feel. It's a lack of meaning. Some people would say that we're living meaningless lives and it ends in a meaningless death--but I disagree.

I think that we would not long for meaning beyond this world if that sort of meaning did not exist. Think about it. Do we have desires for things that don't exist? No. Could we hunger if there was no food? Could we thirst if there was no drink? Could we have sexual desires without sex? No. Therefore, can we desire that spiritual meaning or fulfillment if such a thing does not exist? Also, no. It doesn't even make sense grammatically. Can you have a desire for something without the something? No, that'd just be a desire for...what?

I'd encourage you guys to seek that out. It's important. Regardless of all science, religion, theology, or ethics one thing cannot be denied: That man longs for meaning. If any of you guys need help figuring that out, I'd love to help you seek this out.

 

[Reaver197]

Well, if we didn't have desires for things that didn't exist, then what do inventors do?

I should point out that, we wouldn't even exist if there was no food, water, or sex, much less have feelings about them. They are less a desire and more of a necessity for our living in the first place. People's personal desires are not equitable with a necessary precondition for our existence.

Also, due to our in-built agency detection, we generally look for a meaning and pattern, and even force one sometimes when there isn't one at all (like, seeing figures/shapes in clouds or static).

 

[SKy Angel]

My life is totally sheety.
I happen to enjoy it cause if i dont, then i feel this void in me and start questioning everything and i hate asking myself questions that i cant find an answer to.

Yeah, that's what's been going on lately in my life... I'm trying to go with the flow. Even if people got a smart mouth comment to say about everything I type on here. Really mean.

 

[FastFox]

I'm really starting to think I'm too nice for my own good.

I've been friend zone'd like, three times in the past two months. Like wtf.

 

[NintendoMan07]

The only thing bothering me is that I've got massive cramming to do for an exam in a few hours.

What usually happens is I end up studying the stuff I already know and chances are, I'll remember the obscure facts and FORGET the stuff I just studied.

Well, at least I gotta give it a shot.

 

[DtJ Jungle]

My dad has contaminated blood,something wrong with his heart and colon, my grandfather can barely function on his own, and my cousin was just rushed into College Station for appendectomy.

When it rains it pours I guess.

 

[NintendoMan07]

I'm sorry to hear that junglefever.

So the exam turned out great, I guess.

My mom offered to order me pizza (and pay for it) throughout the week and I took her up on the offer today.

Little did I know that there was more to it than just take the pizza. And if it's anything more difficult than breathing AND if it's something that actually COUNTS, I am, for some unexplained reason, unable to do it RIGHT.

So I'm feeling horrible about the whole ordeal I went through just to tip the guy $3. Yes, I wasn't prepared to tip. Yes, the guy was in a hurry. Yes, I went painfully slow and awkward about getting the money and signing for the pizza. Yes, I did practically everything wrong there is to do when accepting a delivered pizza.

Do I care?

Sadly, yes.