I just hate it when people actually just say FML or **** my life, I always have. I like to get creative with it, like...f me sideways, or something.
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If you're the respected/admired/wise advice guy, then it seems to be unofficial law that you can't have your own problems and the like to discuss with friends.Sometimes I feel like I have very few real friends--if any.
It's sort of like, people are willing to be nice to me when I see them or even talk to me occasionally on the phone or something, but when I really try to put effort into making a friendship, I'm sort of cut off.
Or, people will be dying to talk to me when they need help figuring things out in their life or spiritual walk, but tend not to think of me as an actual friend.
Or someone will love hanging out and playing smash with me, but won't leave room for any personal talk.
Sometimes I feel like my only friend is God. I'm the guy that everyone 'respects' or 'admires' or whatever--but that no one really takes time to get to know. People say that I'm 'wise' or whatever. A lot of the time I wish I was a fool, at least this way I wouldn't feel lonely all the time.
I mean it when I say that I would honestly be lost without God. He's the only One I hold onto when I feel like this.
It's not as enjoyable as you'd think.It's better for people to look up to you.
Well, I'm not hoping someone 'returns the favor' I'm just hoping I can have a friend that's close to me. I'm someone who really thrives off relationships and loves people. So feeling cut off from them is hard for me.I had to play that role a lot as well, Proverbs. All you can do is hope that someone will return the favor at some point.
You're right, honestly. The thing is, I've never seen myself as a leader, really. I don't know if people know this about me, but I just don't think a whole lot of myself. Like, people will talk me and say "Ryan, you're such a spiritual guy." I'm sitting there thinking "I am!? When did this happen?" I guess I've been holding back from being a leader because I haven't really had any faith in myself that I could be one.Lol.
Proverbs, why be led when you can be a leader? Why sit back and relax when you can pull your fill?
It's better for people to look up to you.
This is also true.It's not as enjoyable as you'd think.
The only thing that makes up for the extra burden of responsibility is the satisfaction of helping your friends.
This was obviously a joke post. Nobody would be THIS butthurt about a website...You know what I hate? I hate Smash World Forums and I hate it with a passion. You know why I hate this place? Because I've been here before and I know what this place is. I know the dark, cold gaze it casts upon you as you sip your tea in the afternoon at peace ignorant to the danger that is in a location adjacent to your vicinity. I know the mindset, the calm, the joy and happiness experienced by an individual prior to the heartless and impetuous gaze descending upon you. You feel strong, you feel safe... and then, in but an instant, it all disappears because someone feels they must judge you.
Someone feels as though your utopian mindset should be looked down upon and that you should see the world through their eyes... through those ****, angry eyes. No sir, you will not be coming to this place and enjoying yourself indefinitely. Maybe not today, maybe not tommorrow, but soon... soon you will suffer what I've suffered and I will laugh at your misfortune because I was there to warn you and did you listen to me? No... You did not.
I strongly dislike Smash World Forums.
I want my genitals back.
Oh no, I assure you, I'm very butthurt over this website.This was obviously a joke post. Nobody would be THIS butthurt about a website...
Then again....
You really have seen nothing yet. Go to AllisBrawl.com. They won't judge you there, because everyone in that community seems to act on the same level of ***********.Oh no, I assure you, I'm very butthurt over this website.
My black cherry was viciously popped here.
I'm really sorry to hear about that, Kev. If you ever want to talk or anything, feel free to PM me or IM me or anything. I can't say I can relate or anything, but if you just need someone to listen, I'm here.A good friend of mine killed himself.
*sigh*
When it rains it pours.
I also seem to have a concussion, but it was worth it.
I'm really sorry to hear about that, Kev. If you ever want to talk or anything, feel free to PM me or IM me or anything. I can't say I can relate or anything, but if you just need someone to listen, I'm here.
How'd you get the concussion?
My head hurts just thinking of the impact
Except unsuccessfully.
Baw, you help. I posted the first one before we started talking, and the second after my brother finally gave me a moment to think and I lost my whole train of thought.
Basically this is my situation:
I've been trying to dig myself out of a spiritual rut. I just feel worthless and useless in a lot of ways. I feel incredibly unloved and don't even know where to go anymore.
I just feel like I'm a failure. I feel like I'm such a failure all the time. I don't do anything worthwhile. Great, I play Melee. Big whoop. Like that's going to count for anything. Oh, I write? Badly. I don't even have a future in what I'm majoring in. Oh, but you're great at helping people and are a great guy. Oh, I'm sure. That's definitely why I have practically no close friends and one of my friends is trying to burn bridges with me, right?
Oh, but you've got that oh-so-amazing relationship with God, right? I'm the biggest failure here. I feel like my heart's so far from Him. I might not do a ton of 'terrible' things, but if my heart isn't with Him, I'm nothing but a Pharisee.
And, what's worse? I'm in love with a woman I'll never be with, convinced that God's sending me some sort of sign. I've gotten a million of them. And yet I can't decide if I should take God's Word for it, or be 'reasonable' about things. If I do either I'm judged. I'm either faithless or a creep. Great.
I am literally worthless. The only reason I've got any sort of wisdom is because I'm so freaking screwed up. That's why I know how to solve everyone's problems. Because I've experienced all of them time and again.
The worst part is that everyone at first thinks they can 'help me' or get me to some higher ground. Yeah, they give up real quick.
The thing I hate the most is that everyone will say "You've got people who love you." But no one says "I love you."
I've been saying that to everyone my whole life. I've tried to make it clear to everyone that if no one loves them, that I do. I really do love people so much--every one of them, individually. There's something special about each of them and I see it inside of them whether they're my best friend or some random person on the street. I see it. And the former never sees my love beneath all of my stupid emotions that mean nothing, and the latter I'll never see again.
This is nonsense. What am I worth? Nothing. The only reason I love others so much is because they're all what I wish I could be: Something worthwhile.