I'm emotionally wracked right now...
Alright. Here's a long story that i'm not sure why i'm posting on a videogame forum. There's nothing really to solve, this is just making me feel terrible.
I have a friend, her name is Brittney. I met her this spring. She's a really nice girl. However, she has a few issues. She doesn't have any mental problems, she's just had a bad upbringing, and doesn't act right. I know that along with my friends, and most of us try to maintain a healthy friendship with her. However, i have two other friends who have been ridiculing her and treating her like hell. I never really knew this until later in the year. Brittney would come to me telling me all what the two had said to her. Worst part is she has low self-esteem, so she actually believes it every time, and each time i end up having to bring her up from her basket-case state. Personally, i am a little mad at Brittney for repeatedly wallowing in self pity each time someone berates her, but recently, the two friends said some more crap to her, and now she's leaving the school. She's also told me, "I realize now that i really am what they say, a stupid ***** and a ****. I'm okay with that now, cuz now i'll just leave everyone alone from now on." That pissed me off a bit too much, so then i went and chewed out the two friends for a good 20 minutes. Both of them were just silent the whole time. I never felt so angry before. That they made one of my friends feel like they're nothing, it just made so mad. Plus i think it's the first time i said **** on purpose. I'm a Christian and i don't cuss so that kinda made me feel weird that i could get that mad o.o
Another thing that made me mad was that not once did they ever try to solve any of the problems, talk it out, pull Brittney aside and respectfully say, "this is wrong" or something. Also, they said they're glad she's leaving, as if she deserves to be cast out.
Anyway, one of the friends sent me something on facebook saying how she's a liar and she makes sick jokes and that i don't need to to know everything. I told her to show me some proof of any of those things and i asked again if they had ever tried to solve any problems before cussing Brittney out. Waiting for an answer atm.
What really sucks is that i was in love with the other friend. I was very in love with her. I felt like she was really amazing. She was never mean up to this point. Then again, i guess she was from ridiculing Brittney, but to me i just thought that meant she was being a highschool girl and that it would pass and they would make up. Apparently not. I feel like i don't know her anymore. It's not so much that i had a crush on her, but that she was also my friend. I've never seen her this mean before so i feel like i don't know anymore.
I've never had this much drama in my life before. I always joked about how bad drama is, and now i feel like it's flippin killing me.
