I gotta be honest, when I first played Celeste, I didn't think much of the themes. At most, I said it was adorable at when I first played it, and everyone should try it out, and then proceeded to move on to the next game like business as usual. But at the time, I was a college kid, entering some of the best years of his life. It didn't apply to me. I wasn't depressed or anything, I was feeling great and life ruled.
And then post grad hit; and what came with it was by far the absolute lowest I have ever felt in my entire life. There was a lot of issues going on in my life, but long story short; I didn't want to end things, but I sure as hell wished I was dead.
So, one day in 2024; I decided to finish Celeste's Core and more importantly, Farewell. It took me some to grind it all out; but I did it. Beat the Core, beat (and tried not to cry at) Farewell. And after the mental jubilaton, the themes to the game hit me like a semi going 90mph downhill. I had a huge mountain to climb. Far, far larger than I ever thought; but despite all that no matter how many times I failed, got frustrated, or just wanted to outright give up, I still gotta pick up my feet and keep scaling.
And honestly, I don't think I ever had a game that I played where the themes did not register until years after the fact. But as of writing this post, I'm still bettering, growing, and finding myself, and discovering the person I truly am.
Now I know this doesn't have to do with the trans allegory of the story (I am cis), but I do wanna say that, while yes there is a big trans allegory throughout the game, the themes are still very important and it's a powerful message regardless if you are trans or not. I truly do love Celeste, this game is important to me, and what's better than a fun game is a game that ages like the finest of wines. If you haven't already, check it out.
Also, it's $5 on Steam. #NotSponsored